A poem to myself

Hey you,

Be sad, cry, rant, punch a bag

Just feel your pain, your anger,

Then accept the hurt and grief

And walk on 

These feelings like all good or bad don't last

You will smile once again

Even laugh tears of joy

You will look back at this moment in your life 

and count your blessings 

The bad times that crushed the fragile you 

And the inner sadness you try so hard to hide 

Have in fact made you Love yourself again 

You are enough,

complete 

Someone is gonna love you 

As you are

Beautiful soul

Warm heart

You glow with so much life and love within 

You deserve to be at peace with yourself 

and

embrace the love from someone who loves like you do

He is waiting for you,

Beautiful you.

Poison

How do you look at yourself in the mirror

Knowing that you lie to yourself and to others 

How do you stand tall

When you fall short in being a gentleman.

How do you laugh

When you have made her cry

How do you sleep at night

When you are the reason she lays awake.

How do you continue living with yourself 

Knowing you are the reason for her grief.

What do you see in yourself 

When you can't be true to yourself 

Look, yes take a look at yourself in the mirror once again, 

Now live with what you see.

You can only rely on one person in your life

I've realized that nobody is responsible for you. You come to this world alone and you leave it alone.

If you wanna be happy, you do things that make you happy because nobody is gonna be responsible for your happiness. They might do or say things that make you happy but they can't and won't be doing it forever. 

They may be your partner, friend or family but people change, nothing remains the same -- not me or you either.  The good times never last and neither do the bad times. You just go through all the moments and live it.

If you give up your independence for someone make sure you know what is in store for you. You don't want to wake up one day and realize you sacrificed so

much for someone who merely took you for granted. You were both in the same car but had different destinations on your minds. 

For a few weeks now I had wanted to get a hold of a book called 'Bringing Home The Birkin' and someone told me he will try to get a hold of it but I guess he had forgotten about it. 

Anyway, I was in Kinokuniya today to buy another book but at the same time I asked the sales person about this book. I remembered about this book. And I was so happy they had a copy of it and I've already started reading it  -- devouring every page. Finally. 

I guess my point is people forget what you tell them and what matters to you (to get this book because I need it for my business) and if you really want something then just go and get it yourself. 

Just like being happy, go do stuff, whatever you want, even if you can't afford a glass of Moet, go bloody drink it if that makes you happy!